Monday, December 17, 2007

Another roadblock

What the hell is wrong with this world? I am trying to save my house. I am trying to get out of this hell that I have allowed myself to be sucked into. I get no help at all!
Ok, I will bactrack a little. My ex is three 1/2 months behind on child support--again! This situation has been going on for the last two+ years. While I realize that there are other single parents in worse situations, I am deep in the middle of mine. To be honest, I feel bad for all us. This sucks! BUT, I am slowly sinking into debt and financial disaster. I am real, real, real! tired of waiting for him to be responsible. SO, right now, I don't care about anybody else's problems.

I have sold everything I can live without. I have borrowed all the money from family I can. I have tried to make things to sell. I refuse to get a second job. What is the point of working myself to death and never seeing these kids I'm raising by myself? Where's the rightness in that?

I finally decided to make a withdrawal from my 401k. Y'know, a hardship withdrawal? They won't let me! I have to be actually in foreclosure to qualify. Qualify? WTF?!!! It's MY money!!!

I make too much money, according to the state to qualify for public assistance. Been there, done that. Don't never, never want the state to tell me how to live ever again!

Got suggestions? I need some help and maybe some support. If you're a deadbeat ex-husband, don't bother. I've heard it all before!

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